Before you read this post, I must state that this could be quite unsettling, uncomfortable, disturbing, and even triggering. I believe that I’ve written in such a way that I only lightly tap into traumatic events, but if you feel at this moment that this won’t do you any good by reading this please […]Read More The darkest night, the most radiant light.
Well. Things have changed, ALOT this time… As I play Del Shannon’s hit song circa 1961, Runaway, over and over again, I am realizing that I have truly been running away from myself. Why is it so hard to be there with yourself? Maybe its because we associate being with ourselves, with loneliness. We’re afraid […]Read More My Little Runaway
Ahhh It’s been awhile since I last wrote…maybe because I’ve been reluctant to share all the details of what these past couple of months have entailed. I mostly feel uncomfortable sharing the fact that I’ve been attempting to date again, and I eventually found out that it was too soon. So in hindsight, it was […]Read More Hardwired
It seems that I have come to place where, I’m unsure how honest I can be whilst writing to the general public. The thing is, I’m not writing for anyone but myself. So to be here now, at a place where I am now aware that there are more people keen on reading what I […]Read More The Fool Again
Another abstract semi-poetic post. I’d like to talk about the what’s going on on an energetic level within me that I feel many others can relate to at this time.Especially those that I have and am connected to. It would probably be useful to expand my knowledge of the planets and the stars, but Im […]Read More The Gardener
Let’s see. I last checked in while I was up in Tofino and found out the hard way that I wasn’t going to be able to stay for long before I burnt through all my savings. So after I finished sending out that last post, I packed up my things, loaded up on gas and […]Read More Post Tofino
Where in the world is Jessica Burke? Good Question. I thought that I would try taking my chances in Tofino, but once I arrived I quickly found out that all of the campgrounds have closed for the winter season. Whimps. So the first night upon arrival, I was exhausted from driving all day and exercising […]Read More Military Mode
Waking up this morning, looking over the ocean directly across to the bay I had left, felt like a relief. Funny, yesterday afternoon I decided to come to Salt Spring and ground out, before beginning my adventure up North of the big island. Sometimes you have to be put into an uncomfortable situation to realize […]Read More DOUBLE JERRY
Currently, sitting in a coffee shop, with the drunkest man talking on his phone to the girl that he wants. Very badly it seems. “If I go to rehab, will you be with me after?” “I want you to know that you are on my mind, day and night, and I miss you so much, […]Read More Na-imnotgonna-ste
I usually start my post with a catch up of where I am now. Today I feel like getting a bit more abstract. Where is home? A title of a book I’d happily write if I gave myself the time, but maybe the real question for me should be, can one find a feeling of […]Read More Where is home?